a brake between us

I woke up in the middle of the night,
Waiting for you to come back home.
But I found you outside, i tryed to make you come back inside but its cold outside you didnt come back in
So I gave up and turned off the light.
You used to laugh at my silly dreams,
Now it feels like we’re tearing at the seams.
Had that late-night drive, just you and me,
Wishing we could go back to how we used to be.

(Chorus)
There's a brake between us,
A distance I can't see.
Trying to change myself,
But I don't know who to be.
Memories in the rearview,
Trying to shine like the stars.
How do I find the way,
When I’ve lost what’s in my heart?

(Verse 2)
Remember the summer, we danced in the rain?
Now every drop just reminds me of the pain.
You said I was your sunset, your last goodnight,
Now I’m just a shadow, in the pale moonlight.
I keep replaying our favorite song,
But it feels like I've been holding on too long.
In the coffee shops, I see your face,
But each cup feels colder in this empty space.

(Chorus)
There's a brake between us,
A distance I can't see.
Trying to change myself,
But I don't know who to be.
Memories in the rearview,
Trying to shine like the stars.
How do I find the way,
When I’ve lost what’s in my heart?

(Bridge)
I’m learning to let go,
But it still feels so tight.
Searching for a reason,
In the silence of the night.
Do I chase the sunset,
Or learn to find my dawn?
Can I change for the better,
Before we’re both gone?

(Chorus)
There's a brake between us,
A distance I can't see.
Trying to change myself,
But I don't know who to be.
Memories in the rearview,
Trying to shine like the stars.
How do I find the way,
When I’ve lost what’s in my heart?

(Outro)
So here I am, standing alone,
Trying to figure out how to get back home.
But the only thing I know,
Is the brake between us feels like a heavy load.
Can I find the courage,
To start again a new relationship
Or will I be forever, broken inside
Just waiting here for you?

really sad, Female Vocals