"Too hot to touch" [dark pop, indie]

Too hot to touch

You want to test your luck
See how I get along

Tell me that I'm beautiful
Until I fall for your charms and

Give up
what it is you want from me

What then though?
Tossed to the curb feeling a bit used up

When I gotta keep
Making these phone calls

and sending texts that just get ignored
Putting myself on hold again

Allowing my choices to be influenced
By what others do (or don't)

I don't want to be idly waiting
On someone in no hurry to be with me

Someone so focused on chasing paper
They lose out on the real treasure in front of
Their faces

And I lose out on
Enriching the only thing
No one else can take away.

If I then let you change the want I have to be me.

Happiness is fleeting and if it isn't
You've gone raving mad, man
There's a balance that needs maintained

I need to keep my equilibrium, in Balance
My sanity in check
And

I can do that better when I ain't
Worried about what the hell you are doing out there

I guess what I'm trying to say is this:
I need for you to leave me in peace please

This ain't about placing any blame
Believe it or not this ain't all about you

I'm too hot to touch
A bit Too much to love so

Since I know how this ends

Let's skip straight to where
You leave me the hell alone, already

Go quietly on your way
Let me live in peace

I don't need the bull shit…
Trust me, I'm doing the both of us a favor
By doing this

Why would i be willing to keep
giving away all of me to

someone who ain't even sure
What the hell they even want from me

I don't have to prove a thing to
Know that you aren't in it for the long haul with me

You don't need to lie
To not tell the truth
But omission my dear in itself
Signals we got a problem

I ain't gonna be the only one working on us

Ms. I got trust issues
Is learning…

female,dark pop,indie