Whirlpool

I’m calm
I’m collected
I’m cool
Till I start to feel something stir inside me
slowly turning
Spinning
Losing
Sinking
I’m feeling out of control
I’m reaching out to anyone
you can see the problem is me
And I’m gonna have figure this out
Why I become
Destructive just because I feel

It was supposed to be good
To make you feel alive
So why am I sinking down

Oh I know

They see it

so fucking damn embarrassing

If I’m so hopeless why should I stop the inevitable

I know its wrong
I know its weak

At the bottom where you can’t disappoint anyone anymore
is there peace?

I’m just a waste
I promise I knew and I hated me too

If your looking for the silver lining welcome to the black parade I guess that something

I’m done
I’m done
I want to succumb

I never die but I never live

Stuck at the bottom of a whirlpool

Florence and the machine willow smith