emo

[Intro — quiet, clean guitar]
Yeah...
I don't know what I'm doing anymore.
I just know I'm tired.

[Verse 1]
Woke up at three with the curtains closed,
Another day that nobody knows.
My phone's got names, but none of them call,
Guess I was never important at all.

I've got a bed, I've got a roof,
But somehow I still feel like I've got nothing to lose.
Everybody says, “Get up, go live,”
But they don't know how hard it is just to survive.

[Pre-Chorus]
And I know I'm wasting every minute,
Watching my life while I'm not in it.
I swear I'll change, I swear I'll try,
Then another week just passes me by.

[Chorus — full band]
I'm so sick of being me,
Stuck inside a life I can't believe.
Everybody leaves, everybody lies,
So I stopped asking people why.
And the people that I call my home
Make me wish that I was somewhere else alone.
I'm falling apart where nobody sees,
God, I'm so tired of being me.

[Verse 2]
They call me lazy, say I'm wasting my life,
Like I don't hear that shit every night.
Maybe they're right, maybe I'm weak,
Maybe I'm just too damn tired to speak.

I laugh when my family tears me down,
Then lock my bedroom door when they're not around.
They say, “It's a joke, don't take it so hard,”
Funny how jokes can leave permanent scars.

[Pre-Chorus]
And all my friends are ghosts in disguise,
They only show up when everything's fine.
When I need somebody, nobody's there,
So I stopped pretending that anybody cares.

[Chorus — louder]
I'm so sick of being me,
Stuck inside a life I can't believe.
Everybody leaves, everybody lies,
So I stopped asking people why.
And the people that I call my home
Make me wish that I was somewhere else alone.
I'm falling apart where nobody sees,
God, I'm so tired of being me.

[Bridge — stripped down]
Maybe I'm not broken...
Maybe I'm just bruised.
Maybe all these years of hearing “you're not enough”
Made me believe it too.

Maybe someday I'll wake up
And actually want to leave my bed.
Maybe someday all these voices
Won't be screaming in my head.

[Breakdown — screamed]
I'M STILL HERE!
CAN'T YOU SEE ME?!
I'M SO TIRED
OF BEING INVISIBLE!

I'M STILL HERE!
EVEN WHEN I'M EMPTY!
YOU CAN CALL ME LAZY—
BUT YOU DON'T KNOW ME!

[Final Chorus — huge]
I'm so sick of being me,
But maybe there's still something left to see.
Maybe not tonight, maybe not today,
But I don't have to throw my life away.
The people who hurt me don't own my name,
Their words don't get to tell me who I became.
I'm falling apart, but I'm still breathing—
Maybe that's enough for me to keep believing.

[Outro — quiet guitar]
Another night...
Another wasted day...
But I'm still here somehow.
And maybe...
that's enough for now.

Lo-Fi, Ska, Soul, Pop, Punk Rock, Grunge, Funk, Chillout, Aggressive, Dark, Dreamy, Gloomy, Sad, Chill, Hopeful, Male Vocals