Ain't enough

I swear I don't know how I got this far
I'm trying to save myself from over thinking... From dreaming...

I thought I'd be home right around now with a porch light swinging and a heart worth

Seems hope has left me
Sugar coating how I'm doing
Oh loving alone ain't easy
My Heart's still beating while bleeding

And it ain't enough when you go from low to love and you get down low in love and it ain't enough

Thought that the day you left and who you ain't loving it's not yourself and I hoped too long to be enough
But it just ain't enough

Oh hoping has left me
Sugar coating how I'm doing
Oh and loving alone ain't easy
My Hearts still beating while bleeding

Devoted and silent screaming
Wasn't enough the day you left
Who ever you ain't loving it's not yourself
Hoped too long to be enough
And you're smiling in my face like a devil saying how much sweeter how much better
But I know it ain't enough

hope has left
Sugar coating how I'm doing
Oh loving alone ain't easy
My heart still beating while bleeding

And it ain't enough when you go from low to love and you get down low in love and it ain't enough

Won't ever be enough
Smiling and saying that you're fine but it ain't enough I know you ain't loving yourself no it's never going to be enough

So nothing is enough cause I gave you everything, and everything ain't enough

Was and never would be enough what makes you feel good ain't enough

Indie folk, Melancholic, Sentimental, Male Vocals, Androgynous Vocals, Spoken Word, Drums kick loud rhythm, banjo , Driving, Pulsing, Singing-Rapping (Melodic Rap)