blocked..

“BLOCKED ME”

[Intro]
Yeah…
I don’t even know what happened this time.
One minute we were us,
next minute I couldn’t reach you.
You really blocked me everywhere…
And I’m still here.

[Verse 1]
I woke up and reached for my phone,
Just to realize I’m really alone.
Your name ain’t showing like it used to,
And there’s nothing I can do to get through.
I tried to call, but it wouldn’t go,
Tried to text, but you already closed the door.
I keep thinking maybe this ain’t real,
But deep down I know this is how you feel.

I know I hurt you, I know I made mistakes,
I know I gave you reasons to walk away.
But I swear I was trying to become somebody new,
Trying to show you that I could be better for you.
I can’t erase everything that I did,
Can’t make you forget every time that I slipped.
But I wish you could see what was inside of me,
Because losing you was never what I wanted to see.

[Pre-Chorus]
And I know you’re tired,
I know you’re done,
Maybe you don’t wanna hear
That I still think you’re the one.
But if you could hear my heart tonight,
You’d know I never stopped loving you inside.

[Chorus]
You blocked me on everything,
Now I can’t even say goodbye.
You took away every way to reach you,
And left me asking myself why.
I know I hurt you, I know I broke trust,
I know our love got buried underneath all the stuff.
But how did forever turn into nothing?
How did “I love you” turn into “I’m done”?
You blocked me on everything,
But I still got love for you.

[Verse 2]
I think about the nights we stayed up late,
Talking about our future and the plans we made.
All those memories still live in my head,
Even though you probably wish they were dead.
We had our fights, we had our tears,
We had moments when we almost disappeared.
But somehow we always found our way back,
So I really thought this time would be like that.

I would’ve listened if you told me you were hurting,
I would’ve stayed up if you said you were nervous.
I would’ve done anything to make things right,
Even if it took more than one night.
I don’t expect you to forget what I did,
And I don’t expect you to forgive me quick.
I just wanted one more chance to prove
That the person who hurt you isn’t who I choose to be.

[Pre-Chorus]
Maybe you need space,
Maybe you need peace.
Maybe loving me became
Something you couldn’t keep.
And even though it kills me
To watch you walk away,
I can’t make you love me
If your heart has changed.

[Chorus]
You blocked me on everything,
Now I can’t even say goodbye.
You took away every way to reach you,
And left me asking myself why.
I know I hurt you, I know I broke trust,
I know our love got buried underneath all the stuff.
But how did forever turn into nothing?
How did “I love you” turn into “I’m done”?
You blocked me on everything,
But I still got love for you.

[Verse 3]
I wonder if you ever look back,
Wonder if you miss what we had.
Wonder if you think about me sometimes,
Or if you finally got me out your mind.
I wonder if somebody else gets your calls,
If somebody else knows about it all.
The things you never told everybody,
The side of you that only I could see.

And I hate that I can’t fix this tonight,
Can’t show you I’m changing right before your eyes.
All I can do is sit with the truth,
That sometimes love ain’t enough to save two.
If you really don’t want me anymore,
I won’t keep knocking on your door.
But I’ll always be grateful for the days
When you were the person who made me feel safe.

[Bridge]
Rionne, if you ever hear this song,
I hope you know I know where I went wrong.
I’m not asking you to forget the past,
I’m just wishing what we had could’ve lasted.
I would’ve fought for us until the end,
Even if we had to start over again.
But you made your choice, and I have to accept
That sometimes goodbye is the hardest thing yet.

[Breakdown]
So I won’t call,
I won’t chase,
I won’t beg you to stay.
Even though every part of me
Wants to run back your way.
I’ll let you have your silence,
I’ll let you have your space.
But I’ll never lie and say
I don’t miss your face.

[Final Chorus]
You blocked me on everything,
And maybe that’s the end.
Maybe we’re strangers now
After being more than friends.
I know I hurt you,
And I’ll carry that with me.
But I hope one day you remember
The love we used to be.

You blocked me on everything,
But you can’t block the memories.
You can’t erase every moment,
Or everything you meant to me.
Maybe we’ll never find our way back,
Maybe this is where we part.
But even if you closed every door,
You can’t block you from my heart.

[Outro]
So this is my goodbye
That you never let me say.
I hope you’re okay.
I hope you find your peace.
And if you ever think about us,
I hope you remember the good too.

Because even after everything…
Even after you blocked me…
I still love you.
And I always wanted it to be us.

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