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[Intro]
I've lived, I've loved, I've tried
Can't live in a normal life
I live in the dark, tryna look for the doors
Maybe too close, too close to lose myself
I'm fallin' apart…
One plus one never make a two

[Verse 1]
I've lived, I've loved, still feel empty inside
Gave man my heart, got pain in reply
Too many nights I was questioning life
Why do I hate what I feel when I try?
I gave her love but it turned into scars
Now I got demons, they live in my heart
Smile on my face but I'm breakin' apart
Can't tell the fake from the ones that are real from the start
Too close to the edge, I’m losing control
Too deep in my thoughts, they’re taking my soul
I wanted love but I paid with my soul
Now I just hate what I used to adore

[Hook / Chorus]
Too close, too close, I’m losin’ me
Love don’t feel like it used to be
Heart so cold, no remedy
I hate what love’s done to me
Too close, too close, I fade away
Tryna find light but I’m stuck in grey
Gave you my all, you walked away
Now I got nothin’ left to say

[Verse 2]
I hate this feelin’, I hate myself
Gave you my heart, you gave me hell
Talkin' 'bout love but it never felt real
Now I’m just numb, I don’t even feel
Late night thoughts got me losin’ sleep
Voices in my head say “don’t love deep”
But I still tried, now I’m in too deep
Drownin’ in pain that I chose to keep
Look what love done, turned me cold
Story of pain that’s never been told
Young but I feel like my soul is old
Too many truths that I never could hold

[Bridge]
Maybe I’m broken, maybe I’m cursed
Maybe love’s somethin’ I don’t deserve
Every time I try, it just gets worse
So I put my pain in every verse

[Final Hook / Outro]
Too close, too close, I’m losin’ me
Love don’t feel like it used to be
Heart so cold, no remedy
I hate what love’s done to me
I've lived… I've loved… I've tried…
Now I just live to survive…

UK Drill / Emotional Trap) , Rap Vocals, Vocal Effects, Trap, Sad, Inspirational, Dark, Fast (120-168 BPM)